Your editor is a Bible-believing Christian with no illusions about our current post-rational age.
If you ever worry about your salvation, keep reading your Bible. Trust in Christ alone to save you. Focus on your justification, not your sanctification, or in other words, on Him, not you. May God bless you with peace and relief from all suffering, now and in the ages to come. Amen.
To God be the glory, great things He hath done.